Lauren Feingold, Esq.
TOGETHER, WE ARE NEVER ALONE
This is the hardest decision I've made in my life,
and trust when I say I've endured plenty of strife,
my journey's been hard and somewhat unkind,
love has a tendency to make a woman blind.
This makes the second time I've lost not only my companion, but a child,
both are something the heart doesn't take mild,
I envision the pain of having to set her free,
constantly reminding myself she's better without me.
The future is something that remains unsure,
can I stand the pain of seeing the beautiful face on her,
will pictures help in the easing of my loss,
or at night will I continue to turn and toss.
These are questions to be answered deep inside,
from my fears, I cannot hide,
will I pull it together or fall apart,
at least I know my little girl will have a better start.
Providing for her is something I cannot do,
so I'm turning over my angel to you,
all I ask is that she never second guess,
I'm doing this because it's for the best.
May she know how much I love her and she was never a mistake,
and I've made a promise I cannot break,
to put her needs ahead of mine,
once again love is blind.
I don't know what will happen after this,
but those little flutters in my stomach I will surely miss,
Life is what I intended to create,
along with that comes fate.
I was left with you, confused and alone,
wanting my blessing but unable to do it on my own,
I pray one day this poem you'll read,
and realize together me and your parents agreed.
They can bless you with much more than I possess,
and in this we are all blessed,
Gods little promise made it home,
but you'll always be in my heart, you're never alone.